My moms computer is no longer audible. which is a huge disapointment to me since I cant do anything with out some kind of obscure indie pop blarring in my ear.
I am really heartbroken, and thats pretty much to be expected from me. I think if I wasnt dramatic about leaving I'd just be bored. But there are so many people here who have let me down in the last few months, and esspecially the last few weeks. From ignoring text messages, and phone calls to making plans then "forgetting" this was my last weekend here. It just makes me realize the people who would really feel bad about my leaving are basically living with me - which I kind of view as a plus.
Obviously Meg and Ash are there. And planned a special night for my belated birthday and going away and I am really glad they did. I know some others have attempted to hangout and even that is at least a consulation.
I'm just being bitter. and maybe by distancing myself from these people I can get over this and my fear of moving to this huge new place. I have to go get breakfast with MK. I'm excited.
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